One of Those Days

Today was just one of those days. You know the kind that won't let you come up for air. It has been raining for 3 days straight and while that is great for the new landscaping it doesn't do much for the spirits. Couple that with a Dr.visit/evaluation for Kate at this center for children with DS. That stuff just doesn't do anything for me, the less I know (not about the really important stuff) the better right now. I am going to let Kate dictate my reality and right now she is exactly all and everything she is supposed to be for a six month old.So take that sucky rainy day.

Right now I am loving how her little hands are constantly grabbing and squeezing mine while I trace her fingers and palms and she gazes up and I can see in hers eyes, "I know your my mama & I love you.
After holding her as she fell asleep all is right again. Her heavy breathing, pacing my heartbeat instantly relaxed me and I couldn't help but smile. The kind of smile that at the end you almost laugh. Then I lay her forgiving body into her crib and tell her I love her and we're going to be more than okay. Tomorrow is already going to be a better day.

Happy 6 Months Kate!


My how you & I have grown.